Heartbroken

Hello again, world.

It has been a very long time. In December of 2013 I checked my husband into the emergency room. I waited by his side for 41 days while he remained unconscious in a hospital bed. He never came back home with me. I lost my soul-mate on February 7th 2014 and have been unable to focus my attention anywhere else.

I had to move out of our home in Texas and move in with my parents in California until I can get on my feet. I’m not sure how to do that honestly. Even though finding a job has been a struggle most of my adult life due to a minor disability, I was blessed to find a Web Development job only 2 months after moving back here.

Please bear with me as I slowly try to find a new routine; while I figure out what I’m doing with myself; and as I grieve the man that I planned to spend the rest of my life with.